SpecialKDiet.

Anyone know how good this is? I'm not really losing and I'm so moody about it. I've been working hard at the gym which I HATE and usually having 600ish cal days!
     The special K website said I can lose 10lbs by July on the diet ... which is nothing! It included all sorts of snacks throughout the day though too, which I wouldn't do!
     I heard about this girl who just ate the two bowls of cereal everyday, I don't know how long for, and she lost loooads of weight and ended up in hospital! I mean I don't want to end up in hospital obviously, but I do want to lose alot of weight! Maybe I could do 2 bowls of cereal and then something like a yogurt or some toast or something? Then if I know I'm going to be eating out I wont have anything other than that. Then a fast a week?
     I've been chopping and changing my diets so much recently no wonder nothing is working! The annoying this, is that if i were to have actually stuck to ABC diet I'd be quite thin by now! I do intend to pick that back up once I've lost a stone though.

     SO MY NEW DIET PLAN.

Weekdays - SpecialK and toast/soup/yogurt etc
Saturday - Treat.
Sunday - Fast.

xoxo

Why is there never anything to do but eat?

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fatso

Well despite what I said yesterday; I put two lbs on. Jesus. I ate hardly anything too :(
     Im thinking of doing a fast tomorrow, and possibly Tuesday too. I really want to get my weight down and feel light and not chunky and heavy! I'll drink loads of water too :) I really need to try harder because this is getting ridicuous now :(
p.s Thank you for all your lovely comments :)
xoxo

DILEMA.

 

                            I've been watching loads of The OC recently, Summer is so tiny!

                                                But she still has curves and looks amazing!

I've finally dropped below 154lbs! Only by 1lb...but I needed this to perk me up :) never again am I going above 11st. EVER. I'm sure I can reach my first goal by Thursday now :)

     My BF wants to go for a meal tonight :/ I'm not going to agree to it, It's just that there's nothing else for us to do! Now I'm telling myself how I should go because it's an excuse to get dressed up/out of the house, and how it's the weekend and everybody fails at the weekend. But I know I shouldn't. Oh I really am useless at times. We'll see how it goes. If I do eat out tonight then I will seriously work my arse off this week and make sure I lose that 2lbs by Thursday. But will I? OMG what a dilemma! It is Saturday night I suppose ....

Make the decision for me???

xoxo

I found out that one of my faves Diana Vickers has her own clothing range! The clothes aren't really to my taste; I think they're aimed at teens tbh. She always wears really cute and trendy clothes though, and although I knew she was really thin, I didn't realise how much so untill I saw this pic! I think she looks lovely and her hair is so nice! Michelle Keegan was on CelebJuice last night and she looked amazing. Because I know that these two are both runners spurs me on even more to go on another run today! The weather is'nt too good...but whatever! I only have 6 weeks untill I wanted to be 130lbs, which means I'd need to lose 3.5lbs a week! Maybe I'll tell myself that by Thursday I need to be at my first goal weight so I have something to work towards? It's also very realistic!

     I had beans on toast just now which was 400 cals, and a cheeky toffee dodger which I'll round up to 100. So really I cant afford much more later on. I think i'll just have loads of veg, I've not been too healthy recently, I've just been having toast and soup!

     I have been watching loads of 'supersize vs superskinny' over the past few days; I really don't believe that the superskinny people consume as many calories as they say they do!

     Im going to go on my job soon, and also do some workouts on my arms and legs at home :)

xoxo

                            

                                                                

Some thinspo.

11 again.

                                                               What I want in life.

Arghh! I got myself back down to 154lbs af my bad weekend, and now it has come to a standstill again! I'm going to work bloody hard now so I can start ticking << these boxes off! I really do not want to go to the gym, but I will! Going to do some bedroom pilates too :) So far I've had a peice of toast, Ill have another one at 3, then gym, then soup at 7. Is that too much? 400calz? I suppose I'll be doing excercise. Looking out of the window, it's actually a really nice day, theres a field right near me thats exactly a mile round. Going for a jog seems like a much more appealing idea; I just feel bad about wasting the gym membership. If I were more 'hardcore' I'd go for the jog right now and then go to the gym at 4 aswell. THATS WHAT I'M GOING TO DO! IM ACTUALLY GOING TO DO THIS!

     I've quit abc; I wasn't actually following it. I still think it's a really good idea and I'll definetly start it again once ive dropped some weight. Ill take it back up when im 133lbs to get that last stone off I think!

     I'm going to catch up on some blog reading today too!

xoxo

tan is nice.

Although I planned to lay around watching The OC all day, I made the massive decision to hit the gym! I really hate it there. I think I'm going to cancel my membership today, because I can't afford it and im not getting my moneys worth anyway!

xoxo

BadTimes

I've been away for the weekend at my best friend's flat for her birthday weekend, and, oh my Lord; have I over done it on the junk food :| We 'gave ourselves the weekend off' and demolished between us 2 garlic baguettes, 2 pizzas, 2 big bags of frozen chips (which we ate half cooked in a bit of a frenzy) 2 packets of biscuits, a loaf (or more) of white bread, beans, soup, wine, gin, beer and peach scnhapps. Oh and (how could I forget) 4 plates full of buffet food. I daren't go near the scale. I feel like sh*t; so sluggish and I've got tummy ache and I feel disgusted with myself. BUT, I will over come this and have a really hardcore dieting week to make up for it!

     Overall though I did have a nice little break; we met loads of the soap stars coming out of a hotel on the way to the British Soap Awards! It was the best moment of my life, I was crying with overwhelment and got a lot of thinspiration! Amy Barnes off Hollyoaks is miniscule!

     Hello to all my new followers too :) I'm a boring cow really, but I'll try and make my blog entertaining for you all! :P anything in particular you want to read about? I'm an aspiring journalist so working to a criteria is something I need to practice! I really love clothes and make up/products so I think that's something I'm going to start blogging about a bit more soon.

xoxo

fatty.

Well today was hurrendous; I went for an Indian and blow dried my hair :| (I'm on an all round quest for beauty this summer, including avoiding heat damage to my over-processed hair, aswell as not eating!) Hopefully I won't put on because I really want to reach my first goal ASAP for some encouragement!

     Speaking of which, today was supposedly Day1 of AmericanEagleLove's competition! I know sometimes on days like today where I go off eating thousands of calories, I don't deserve any support, but for the most part I stick to my plan and see results! Tomorrow on ABC is a fast; and I'm determined to complete it! I also aim to drink 8 bottles of water and do 100 sit ups, 100 squats, 200 leg raises and some sort of arm toning exercises? I can't do press ups (fatty) so if anyone knows any arm toning excercises let me know plz! I might go to the gym in the morning too, although I really don't like it there; I dont feel like I get much done. Yesterday I saw a Goddess there, she didn't do any running but did a quick walk for 5 mins on the treadmill, then spent like 20 mins on the step-glide-thing. You know what, I am going to the gym tomorrow I need to go. 

xoxo

Blake Lively

Just done a bit of research and she's 5ft9 and 123lbs! She's got suchhh an amazing figure! I've always prefered Leighton Meester though <3 She's just so much cuter and I LOVE Blair <3

GG tomorrah <3

Still stuck at 11st :@

Today went well :) had 3 peices of toast and went to the gym! Back down to 154lbs too, phew! Gym again tomorrow and ill plan food again too, I think ill just do the toast again. My uni friend only eats toast because she's Skint, and she's tiny! I've been thinking that's what ill do once September comes.
xoxo

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Binge. I'm turning into my boyfriend's fat, smelly, beer guzzling, chip scoffing, smelly, unshaven tub of lard, replacing the old one that moved away.

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I can't wait to be thin because not only will I be able to buy pretty, SMALL underwear, my bras won't give me permanent dents :l

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Oh my Godd :| I have put on 3lbs in 24 hrs! I knew i'd overeaten but f*cking hell!
Tomorrow is Monday and therefore a brand new start!
I am going to the gym first thing in the morning so it doesn't hinder my day (of watching TV), then it's 250calz day and I am NOT going over! I think i'll skip breakfast because it's the easiest to go without; then at around 4 i'll have a peice of toast, then at 7 i'll have another one. I WILL drink 8 bottles of water aswell.

DAY IS PLANNED xoxo

Today I've just had porridge, a cuppa soup with 2 ryvita, 3 hobnobs and a huge roast dinner; which I really want to finish off with a desert of some description. Fatty. I need to come up with a diet plan for tomorrow so I can't go over!! xoxo

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JUST DONE SOME MATHS AND IF I KEEP LOSING 7LBS A FORTNIGHT, BY THE TIME I GO TO LONDON AND ALTON TOWERS I'LL BE 9STONE :|

It's so easy :) I am doing this.

I struggle to beleive that this lighter picture is 134lb...But I hope I look this good @ 134lbs!

I cant wait for my flat stomach <3

talking to myself really

I really do need to sort myself out. I have nothing to do with my time, and I've just been sitting watching TV for 10hrs a day, having a biscuit, or a bit of chocolate here and there. Don't get me wrong, I havent had over like 600 or anything. I need to get my arse into gear. Why arent I going to the gym when I'm bored!? I'm going to start going and taking the exercise more seriously from now on. PROMISE <3.
     I was just having a browse on FB and was looking at some of my ugly friends, specifically one from uni, and it has made me so determined to be a babe by September! I'm a bit peeved that I've only lost half a stone (7lbs) in the two weeks I've been taking my diet seriously, but, I've got 4 months to lose this weight and if i were to carry on losing half a stone a fortnight then that is bloody good progress!
     I'm still stuck on this bang on 11stone though! I really want to get it down, I've been there for nearly a week :/ That sounds so heavy, it's disgusting. I am never going to let myself get this big ever again. Once I reach my target, I'm never going to let myself go over 9st. I remember being 9st4 and thinking I was huuuuuugge. I was compared to my friends; but I just wish so much I had started this when I was that size!
     My boyfriend is trying to lose ome weight too (he's not a fatty or anything! It's just that it's with him that I've been eating all this junk, so inevitably he's piled on the pounds too!), and even he seems to be losing more weight than me!!! WHY AM I SUCH A FATTY!?
     My boredom and biscuit cravings today inspired me to bake. I made some healthy muffins that are just over 100cals! They're obviously no supstitute to a nice bit of angel cake, but they are quite nice and filling with a cuppa!
     I currently have no job and am living off less than £5 a week untill something comes up, which is hurrendous. At least I can't buy food I suppose. ALTHOUGH I forgot to mention, the other day I was a baddy and had a PizzaHut buffet (4 slices of pizza and loads of salad) and it kickstarted my weightloss a bit! I woke up the next day with a flat stomach, which is what I like! This made me think that it's alright to have a treat every now and then...I won't go mad though. Going to a gig with my fella and my mates birthday next week will both result in me going over my calories significantly...another reason to behave myself this week! :@
     I need to do this, I really do. I trusted myself two weeks ago and now I don't :S I need to control myself!!!

xoxo

boring day

I'm testing out Blogging VIA my mobile! Had a peice of toast and Loooooads if teas and coffees! I need to practice a few of my many hobbies to stop me thinking of food!
Xoxo

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Day Ten.

I know it's a fasting day today; but I just had a cuppa soup.
Im getting ready to go and meet my boyfriend from work, and I'm making myself look all nice :) I hardly ever get dressed because I spend most of the day in the house! Laaaaazy bitch!
Had a really good day today looking at loads of thinspo pics and clothes and watching The OC for thinspo!
I'm still 155lbs which is a pain, hopefully by Friday it'll have gone down again :)

Her hair looks so good!

xoxo

10pm

Well today's fast contained a cuppa soup, glass of wine and a few of my bfs chips...
but Im still feeling slim!

xoxo

Day Nine.

Euuuurgh I just had a Mcdonalds :( I feel horrible :( I finished all my uni work and fancied a treat and just picked it up on the way home. I think I thought I 'deserved' it :S

I'll obviously not have anything else, and tomorrow is fast day. I WILL get back on track. I dont have anything to distract me now; I can spend my time concentrating on not eating and working out.

Sorry this post is all unorganised and BLAAAAHHHHH I jsut needed to vent.
 I hope pretty is doing a damn site better than me!

xoxo

Day Eight.

I can't wait to move into my new flat in 4 months and be really thin and walk round in my tiny TopShop PJ's <3

It's been a week! Ok this weekend hasn't really gone to plan, but ive not put weight ON so whatevs. After tommorrow all of my uni work will be done and I can focus more on working out and looking after myself!

I love how easy this is :)

xoxo

Day Seven.

Midday.

Well this weekend hasn't been a success! Had family here for a few days and I haven't been able to not sit down and eat with them. I've not binged or done anything horrible; just ate two healthy low calorie means, it's just that it wasn't on the plan. It's not like I've been eating shit or lost cvontrol or even put on any weight! So I don't feel guilty...

But today is back on track <3 300calz.

I bought a high waisted skirt two weeks ago and it's really baggy on the waist now already! Good job it was cheap! Not buying any clothes now till I'm thin :) (not that I can afford to anyway ...)

xoxo