Thursday, 5 January 2012


Day Four of my 2012 life change! I think things are going well? I had a crunchie last night, I synned it so its fine. Isn't it? Weigh in Sunday morning. All Id like is to see is less than 154lbs please. I am going to beat obesity. I need to drink more water too. I caught a glimpse of myself in a shop mirror today and felt disgusted #jussayin.
I want a nice little thin face.

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

Another Life.

12 days until January when I start my next diet! The inspiration is TOPSHOP underwear and Rachel Bilson today!
     I'm re-joinging slimming world, and using that combined with calorie control to lose 20lbs by April when I start watching The OC all over again.
     I'm going to get back into updating daily too, and finally start my other blog! A weight loss blog and a fashion blog :) the two should go hand in hand, but 'dieting' is such a personal thing, I'd rather not post about it on that blog! It's going to be a secret too :) obviously my Mum and my friend who I live with will know, but thats it :)

Thursday, 26 May 2011


Anyone know how good this is? I'm not really losing and I'm so moody about it. I've been working hard at the gym which I HATE and usually having 600ish cal days!
     The special K website said I can lose 10lbs by July on the diet ... which is nothing! It included all sorts of snacks throughout the day though too, which I wouldn't do!
     I heard about this girl who just ate the two bowls of cereal everyday, I don't know how long for, and she lost loooads of weight and ended up in hospital! I mean I don't want to end up in hospital obviously, but I do want to lose alot of weight! Maybe I could do 2 bowls of cereal and then something like a yogurt or some toast or something? Then if I know I'm going to be eating out I wont have anything other than that. Then a fast a week?
     I've been chopping and changing my diets so much recently no wonder nothing is working! The annoying this, is that if i were to have actually stuck to ABC diet I'd be quite thin by now! I do intend to pick that back up once I've lost a stone though.


Weekdays - SpecialK and toast/soup/yogurt etc
Saturday - Treat.
Sunday - Fast.


Tuesday, 24 May 2011

Why is there never anything to do but eat?
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Sunday, 22 May 2011


Well despite what I said yesterday; I put two lbs on. Jesus. I ate hardly anything too :(
     Im thinking of doing a fast tomorrow, and possibly Tuesday too. I really want to get my weight down and feel light and not chunky and heavy! I'll drink loads of water too :) I really need to try harder because this is getting ridicuous now :(
p.s Thank you for all your lovely comments :)

Saturday, 21 May 2011


                            I've been watching loads of The OC recently, Summer is so tiny!
                                                But she still has curves and looks amazing!

I've finally dropped below 154lbs! Only by 1lb...but I needed this to perk me up :) never again am I going above 11st. EVER. I'm sure I can reach my first goal by Thursday now :)
     My BF wants to go for a meal tonight :/ I'm not going to agree to it, It's just that there's nothing else for us to do! Now I'm telling myself how I should go because it's an excuse to get dressed up/out of the house, and how it's the weekend and everybody fails at the weekend. But I know I shouldn't. Oh I really am useless at times. We'll see how it goes. If I do eat out tonight then I will seriously work my arse off this week and make sure I lose that 2lbs by Thursday. But will I? OMG what a dilemma! It is Saturday night I suppose ....
Make the decision for me???


Friday, 20 May 2011

I found out that one of my faves Diana Vickers has her own clothing range! The clothes aren't really to my taste; I think they're aimed at teens tbh. She always wears really cute and trendy clothes though, and although I knew she was really thin, I didn't realise how much so untill I saw this pic! I think she looks lovely and her hair is so nice! Michelle Keegan was on CelebJuice last night and she looked amazing. Because I know that these two are both runners spurs me on even more to go on another run today! The weather is'nt too good...but whatever! I only have 6 weeks untill I wanted to be 130lbs, which means I'd need to lose 3.5lbs a week! Maybe I'll tell myself that by Thursday I need to be at my first goal weight so I have something to work towards? It's also very realistic!
     I had beans on toast just now which was 400 cals, and a cheeky toffee dodger which I'll round up to 100. So really I cant afford much more later on. I think i'll just have loads of veg, I've not been too healthy recently, I've just been having toast and soup!
     I have been watching loads of 'supersize vs superskinny' over the past few days; I really don't believe that the superskinny people consume as many calories as they say they do!
     Im going to go on my job soon, and also do some workouts on my arms and legs at home :)